Halloween!

So being a Malaysian I have no idea how Halloween felt like properly and today being Halloween night, just gave me my first experience of Halloween and guess what? It felt awkward... So, I'm here staying at my guardian's place during the half-term break here and tonight's Halloween. One might expect me to dress up and walk around the neighbourhood stalking people and knock on people's doors saying "Trick or Treat" but guess what?

Nein!

And do you know why? Cause I ain't got a bloody costume and why? Cause I never really expected to celebrate Halloween, though Slender Man was an option for me but I didn't have white skin and I had a face... So without a costume and no experience of Halloween and to avoid awkwardness and etc, I decided to stay on my bed and well stare at a screen flashing Red, Green and Blue lights into my eyeballs. Quite enjoyable for a person like me, but there's a catch! And its a good one!

- My guardians sent me to be the doorman -

And so I had to... And whoop de doo was it fun... Other than the fact it was totally awkward when three little kids stood at the door saying "Trick or Treat" and staring at some Asian kid with some pedo looking face when he smiles. So it was an entirely awkward moment and I just said some random stuff and gave them candy and I absolutely hated that moment, and I thought if I had to do this the whole night I might as well put on a costume and stuff, so I went back to my flashing screen and had a chat with my sister and she suggested a Chinese Mafia =.="... And I could pull it off, just with some hair gel or something but I didn't want to change and just waited to see if anyone else would come to the doorbell and ring it.

So I waited...

And waited while staring at my screen...

And continued to wait...

Until suddenly my guardian comes up to me saying "Okay, good night then! We are going to bed now." And VOILA!!! I was free and didn't have to say anything else to any strangers and no more awkward situations tonight! Hooray XD

What an experience...

This story should end here but while I was waiting and stuff I got bored and decided to do some Photoshopping and so I ended up editing a photo of my sister, Miss Kingyo, in her Alice Madness Returns costume. And this was the result

-Not too bad if I were to say-

This was all fun and stuff but since it is Halloween and there's supposed to be spooky stuff so I'll give you guys one. I came across this when I was playing with film grain which I later removed from this photo.

So yeah... It is pretty freaky and well I don't like it too much but it is generally the same photo and well it is a screen shot and I didn't bother to do anything further as I was focussing a bit too much on the main product.

So anyway, it was an interesting Halloween experience and I think I get an idea of how things are ran during Halloween and am expecting more next year. Also if I might get a white morphsuit I might dress up as Slender Man and start stalking people at night just for fun.

Update

As some people have seen this blog before I'm guessing you have seen a dramatic change between what it was last time. Blogger definitely changed from the last time I used it which was for a Formula 1 in Schools team blog which wasn't a huge success as there was not a lot of effort put it in but ignoring that the last time I would have checked blogger would have been a year now. I have definitely noticed that blogger is almost entirely different to what it was when it started but I guess that should happen or else it might be something wrong. The first time I saw Blogger after a year my immediate reaction was none other than this

Le Confused Gandalf Meme

None other than the Confused Gandalf meme would explain the feeling of seeing a whole new blogger. Having my own blog up and running again made me wonder why I ever stopped blogging, but then I remembered why... It was because I was too busy with ridiculous nonsense, but although it is not like I have plenty of time to update my blog I do see why my sister now enjoys taking a lot of photos and promoting her blog and etc. To be honest I think I said once that I never understood why people love to take photos of themselves and go "OMG, Look at me! I look so cute/fluffy/".

However... Now I think I get why, but as a teenager and through the eyes of most stereotypes I guess I am just another teenager trying to find out who I am, so bear with my randomness if you want to.

Life just being life

Actually this story is of no relevance at all but I decided to type something. It's actually 4 in the morning now and I should be asleep but I decided to write something before I slept. A few months ago I really wanted to gain the opportunity to play in the closed beta of an upcoming MMO game known as MechWarrior Online and guess what? Checking my e-mail today I found an e-mail stating I can finally play the Closed Beta of MechWarrior Online!

YAY!

But guess what?

Life decided to just be life and there was another e-mail from MechWarrior Online. o.0... And what does it say? It says starting tomorrow MechWarrior will be Open Beta! Hooray!!! Well, NO! Not hooray cause I've been waiting months to gain access to the closed beta and once you gave it to me you decided to go Open Beta! Fine... My fault anyway since I did not check my e-mail earlier, but its alright cause I do not think my laptop can support it anyway. At least I have Hawken's closed beta to play still :P

Moral of the story? Life likes to throw lemons at you.

So what do you do with lemons? You make combustible lemons and throw it at Life's house! Don't make lemonades, take Life back!

P.S. That was from Cave Johnson from Portal 2. He says something along those lines

Reawakening

After a year of slumber, I decided it was time to open my blog back. I don't know why... Maybe because I have too much time at hand. I actually forgot about this blog for a long long time now and thinking back, there was a reason why I sort of closed this blog down. I don't really remember when actually but I remember why and it is a reason I'd rather keep to myself.

There were apparently times where I think I might have been under depression and was kinda emo and all sorts but they were rather fun times as I started thinking about the world and produced one of the best advice I have ever given. It was the one entitled "Life is more than perfect" and thinking back, that post was just slightly more than a year and it seems way longer than that. There are apparently quite a lot of weird things in my life and well in a way you can see how much I've changed, or at least a mask I put on for a "season". Still, my life is an epic story and a weird tale full of retardedness and randomness. This might be an awakening of a new blogger or just a lonely emo kid who wants to tell the world his tale but whatever it might be at least I know that I've kept a piece of me on the internet (besides Facebook).

Good deeds, better deeds

Its been some time since I started thinking again, and its not something I should do too often... Marvels of life are contained in meaningless words... I often wondered if the world expects me to be something that I fail to be, and often I find the answer is yes. No matter how many things that I have done, good and bad, I still find no satisfaction in it. People call me good, people call me bad. You can call me two-faced but am I really two-faced, or am I just a bit of both. Then again, people have different outlooks on personalities. Some people think doing a single good deed is able to erase all the bad, but some people would go to the extents of death and still think it is not enough. I shall not judge, but to those people who just give up a small piece of their life for someone else and think that is great compared to other people, think of this. Many people out there are willing to take the blame for someone else's mistake. Out there, people are willing to do more than just that, and you can show it out by putting on a mask and just doing "charity" here and there, but if its all just for fame, its still good in other people's perception, but in their heart, they are just comparing to themselves who has done nothing. Its about time these selfish people stop comparing themselves to the worst but rather compare it to the good. I cannot push further the sorrow that others bear for humanity. Those good lives that has been ravaged, tortured and destroyed because of the greed of other people. These people that took it, surely you have a guilty conscience in you and that's a reason for you to do a good deed, but is it enough? I can give you answers, its just whether you want to listen or not. Take heed of these words and expand it on your own thoughts. Even if the world cannot understand, I thank you for hearing my rambles about my thoughts.

Life is more than perfect

I am sure no one visits here, but I now know that my life is more than perfect and to those who think life is hell, let me tell you this, look at your life. If you are a beggar on the streets, think of this, I still have my arms and legs, and if you a bit defected, think this, I have a life better than the rest because, I know what it feels like to not have it, and I appreciate those things even more. Your life is not bad, its just that you take everything, especially friends, for granted. Your life is not meaningless, and if you still feel empty, look around, look at those people who want to suicide, you have a life that God gave you. Don't ever think of taking it away. This is my logic. Everyone has a number, and this number is usually talents. You were born with some defects. To those who have a complete body, you don't have the will to go too far because you take it for granted, and to those who are defected, you know what you are missing and you want to achieve higher than the rest. To everyone, your life is more than just a puppet tool. I don't want people to read this and think, this is crap. This is YOUR life I am talking about. You think you're poor, let me tell you this, you have had more life experience than you will ever know. I am doing fine, but I can say, I don't know much about the world. I am cooped in a cage, but for the price of living a good and healthy life. I want you to know, look at yourself, don't feel like dying or anything else, because when you endured the hell of life, you will come to a part that you feel like living. Don't EVER think of dying. I can't express this enough. To those greedy people, I don't blame you and I certainly do not want to offend you, but listen to my plea. I want you to look at yourself, before thinking of others. Say my life is perfect. You have everything, but you just don't know it. Live... Don't ever want death, but when death comes, accept it with a smile, because you know your life was perfect and your time is more than up. Live on with a smile, because you will always be perfect. You know the feeling when you are in love, and you know that THAT is the most exquisite feeling you will ever know. Life is the same, so don't take anything for granted and every night when you want to sleep, look at what your life is. Never forget this words. These may change your life forever

Minecraft Server

Minecraft server created... 1/1000000 wishes made true... only 999999 wishes left. Btw you need Hamachi to join.

Hamachi Server : "Minecraft Ser" Pass : "12345"

Then copy Kyzer's IP and have some fun.

To change your name go download Quick Memory Editor.

Use javaw as a task and search "Player" capital P and the data type as String

Then change the "Playerl" data l is replaced with a square sort of thing, the data type will be WideString.

Hope you get it. Btw change it to a 6 letter based name, like mine is Kyzerr XD Gonna find a better one