Life of an Idiot

No matter how I look at it, it cannot change, my life is depressing, my friends... are they true, or will they leave me soon enough. I had a good friend once, then he started ignoring me and now he treats me like trash, I had a really old friend once, and now he tramples my feelings, I had a kind friend but now I see him walking with my old friends, I had an annoying friend, but I don't really care about him, I had a gamer, and now I am beside him, I have a similar character as me, but he cares about me, I have a friend that was ignored, now he ignores me. My life is depressing, I could go on but nobody reads this place. My sorrows will fade, my dreams will die, my faith will be trampled, my eyes will be gut, my guts will be torn, my legs will be broken, my hands will keep down, my ideas will not be seen. Forgotten by the world is the most cruel torture, the most painful and the saddest.

Worldly Matters

What I have seen is this world is nothing... What I haven seen outside of this world is something... The world has great ideas, no matter how we screw up it still comes again. Love is a drag, but love also covers our eyes, teaching us not to fear, as there is love. What people think about you doesn't matter, what the heart thinks matters. Follow your and your feelings, it is the only guidance you have besides darkness. Those who look into the skies above and wonder what is out there, are the people who wants to die faster, the risks of life has no boundaries, thus creating a space, rift and continuum that separates us from each other. One has the feeling but does not act because he does not have knowledge, one has no knowledge because he thinks about others thinking about him and one who thinks about other's thoughts is one who dies early. Gluttony, lust, envy, pride and sloth is in a few ways greed. Gluttony, greed for food, lust, greed for earthly needs, envy, greed upon others, sloth, greed for laziness. We humans distinct ourselves between good pride, lust, greed or pride. Everything is because we make it so, the world was thought to be square, while the good and evil was thought by humans. Humans cause the problems and even though there is a saying "Clean up after yourself" we do not follow. The Perfect Being is yet to come. True Innovation will purge this world but will True Innovation or Baptism come first. The race between Humanity and Religion is up state. The stake of life is below the globe. Whichever sides it falls, the globe will break. Head my warning. The meaning of "True Innovation" is the belief and acceptance of God in Life while the meaning of "Baptism" is the judgement that will be brought down.

Sunway Lagoon!

Weeee, visited Sunway Lagoon today. First time going... A lot of first time stuff... I won't tell you a lot in detail coz I am sleepy now... Will maybe edit this post another day... Will just tell you what I went for the First time... Eh, I went to the Roller Coaster (This is a sad case... I used to go to Genting a lot and I was too short at those times so I couldn't go T_T and the last time I went there was 3-4 years ago). I also went to the Scream Park (Haunted House)... This one I couldn't go because, my bro and sis wouldn't let me... That was sad times... Anyway I also sat a few other rides which I never sat before... My life was saddened due to my shortness... Dammit, I am stating that I am short.... Sien...

White Rose, Red Rose, Broken Flower in the Summit

A flower.

Once there is a flower,

one of life's most beautiful things,

Broken into shards,

but let me tell you the story,

Of the broken flower.

The Flower,

A majestic rose,

The color of the Royal Maroon,

Stained by it's wonderful grace.

It blooms in the presence of it's love,

Closes when it is dry,

The Holy White

The only rival,

But what need is there,

When it has eyes for another.

What object has the majestic rose's love,

But 'It' has eyes for one,

The Holy White it is not,

But the rose itself,

Their path crosses in the stream of life,

But rest assured,

Their paths are blocked,

Whither did the rose slowly,

Not in the presence of 'it',

Holy White,

"You too have the same fate as I,"

But the answer was no,

Holy White had been rejected,

Fearful it was not,

Holy White, Holy White,

Thy ways are like blossoms of cherry

Sweet but sour.

And so whither did the rose,

The majestic beauty to all,

Whither, whither my red rose,

Thy time shall come again.

- This is a random story I made up. This is not a simply poem or some retarded essay. It is a story such as "Once upon a time, there was a dog named Rover, and the story is now over."

First Day of Chinese New Year

First off Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai and a Happy Valentine's Day. XD. Anyway, I am blogging now to tell you about my first day of Chinese New Year. It is a very sad one as for my uncle died the day before and I had to attend the funeral. I know, condolences (takziah)... Quite a sad first day. So anyway, my families' schedule was set back a day. So that means today we actually celebrated the first day of Chinese New Year today... Sad...

Cooking Competition

Cooking competition in scouts today. Okay, so as you guys read the title, today's scout event was cooking competition. Scout Second KL doesn't use no damn stove. We use the burning flames of bonfire, you know the camping fire... Anyway, Lion (my patrol this year) theme was Italamerica which is Italian with American.

Our dishes were, Chicken Steak - Mostly chicken with BBQ sauce, French Fries and a salad, Spaghetti - Mostly a lot of spaghetti and quite little tomato sauce when we presented it to the seniors, American Breakfast - Chicken Ham, French Fries, Salad and Sausage, Surprise Pouches - Chicken and Tomato Sauce (Spaghetti tomato sauce) wrapped in Poppiah skin and then deep fried (very/ultimately delicious), Sweetess de Amour (no idea what it means but it sounds nice and suits its disadvantage)/Instant Death - Contains banana in honey, and decorated with Cadbury Chocolate with a line of Hershey's Chocolate Syrup (sounds and looks disgusting but very nice).

We also had Mushroom Soup which was served with the Spaghetti. Also drinks which is Boh Ice Lemon-Lime tea. We also made Twister which I don't exactly know what it is but taste like flour and water, which we served with the Sweetess de Amour. We had mixed fruits which is yogurt and sliced fruits. After serving it, we had a entertainment, which I had to perform. I played Hotel California and sang it too... Average only. Anyway, we won... Lion Patrol won for the second agenda. Weeeee

Willy!!! Where's WONKA????

Food!!! My aunt came back and bought me wonkas....